Monday, March 27, 2017

Master Healer

So much has happened in the past year since I last posted, but today is not the day to try to update.  I am just posting my talk that I gave in our new ward (in Layton, Utah) yesterday after being asked by a couple people for a copy of it.  Hope if anyone reads it, it will be some help to them.


                                                  Master Healer
Elder David A. Bednar has taught, “Not only does the Atonement of Jesus Christ overcome the effects of the Fall of Adam and make possible the remission of our individual sins and transgressions, but His Atonement also enables us to do good and become better in ways that stretch far beyond our mortal capacities. Most of us know that when we do things wrong and need help to overcome the effects of sin in our lives, the Savior has made it possible for us to become clean through His redeeming power. But do we also understand that the Atonement is for faithful men and women who are obedient, worthy, and conscientious and who are striving to become better and serve more faithfully? I wonder if we fail to fully acknowledge this strengthening aspect of the Atonement in our lives and mistakenly believe we must carry our load all alone—through sheer grit, willpower, and discipline and with our obviously limited capacities.  It is one thing to know that Jesus Christ came to the earth to die for us. But we also need to appreciate that the Lord desires, through His Atonement and by the power of the Holy Ghost, to enliven us—not only to guide but also to strengthen and heal us.”

It is that healing power that I would like to speak about today.  The last four years have taught me much about the Atonement’s ability to heal those who are broken, down trodden, burdened with cares not created by sin but by life, other people’s choices, mortality and circumstances beyond our control. It has been through battles with depression and debilitating darkness and overwhelming life circumstances that I have come to understand the Atonement with greater depth and have come to know my Savior’s mercy, grace and compassion more intimately. As I have studied the scriptures lately, I have seen some commonly known stories and figures from the scriptures in a new light that helped me to better understand the healing power of the Atonement.  For Christ is truly our Master Healer.

We are all familiar with the account of Mar Magdalene from the New Testament.  Somehow in all the tellings of Mary, I missed some very important information.  She had been healed by Christ early in His ministry- healed not of sin, but of evil spirits and infirmities. Christ healed her and she followed Him. She stood by Him through the trials and suffering He endured. She loved him and knew that it was only through Him that she had been healed.  He loved her despite the infirmities that she had.  He had compassion on her.  It was she, an imperfect and flawed individual to whom He first appeared after His resurrection. It wasn’t to Peter the Prophet or to any of the Apostles that He first appeared, but to Mary Magdalene, a woman who had suffered through seven evil spirits who took over her body and by other infirmities that rendered her incapable of becoming who she wanted to be, until, in His infinite mercy, she was healed.  In gratitude she followed Him and did all she could to alleviate His own sufferings.  In tears she wept for her Savior who had died and whose body went missing- at His words of comfort that he yet lived, she wept all the more now with tears of joy and hope.
How many of us are like Mary? Suffering from infirmities of the body, mind or spirit- burdened with a heavy load?  Wanting to be more than we are and feeling as if there is no hope of getting better.  Because of Christ’s ultimate sacrifice we do not have to bare our burdens alone.  As He hung on the cross, others mocked Him saying, “He saved others; himself he cannot save.”  The truth is, He could have saved Himself, but to do so would have meant death for the rest of us.  He bore a burden so heavy it is unimaginable- one that could not be eased or lifted or lightened- one He had to bear the full weight of so that each day, everyone of us may have our own burdens lifted and our own hearts healed.

Sister Carole M. Stephens has said she “often meet Latter-day Saint women who are desperate for help, yet they do not turn to the One who can provide everlasting help. Too often they seek for understanding by searching “the great and spacious building…. How can we see peace and understanding and strive to endure joyfully in our unique mortal journeys?” She suggests that “we begin, as Nephi says, “with unshaken faith in [Christ], relying wholly upon the merits of him who is mighty to save.” Our faith in Jesus Christ enables us to meet any challenge. He knows us.  He meets us where we are. Lay the burden at the feet of the Savior. Hope and healing are not found in the dark abyss of secrecy but in the light and love of our Savior, Jesus Christ.  The master healer can comfort and sustain us as we experience painful realities of mortality such as disaster, mental illness, disease, chronic pain and death.  We may not be healed completely when we desire but we can receive the light of hope in a time of intense darkness.  When the darkness feels unremitting, we can rely on the memory of Christ’s tender mercies.  They serve as a guiding light as we navigate through hard times.

The scriptures also tell of many healings that Jesus performed during His short earthly ministry.  Christ healed so many people hurting, aching, and burdened by no fault of their own.  He healed the deaf, sick of palsy, raised the dead, and gave sight to the blind.  What I found interesting is the numerous times that the blind were healed. The Bible Dictionary teaches us that, “In addition to the healing of physical blindness, the mission of Jesus included curing blindness to the things of the spirit. There is evidence that some of the Jews thought blindness was always the result of sin, but Jesus made it clear that physical impairment may be due to other causes and is not necessarily due to sin.” Of the many accounts of His healing the blind, we find that He did not perform each healing in the same manner. To some He said, “Go thy way, thy faith hath made thee whole.” To others who asked to be healed, He simply touched their eyes and they were made whole.  For one, Christ made clay to place on the man’s eyes and told him to go and wash-which he did, bringing about a complete healing.  For yet another, Christ spit upon his eyes but the healing was incomplete- he could see some light and figures but not clearly- Christ but His hands upon the man’s eyes and told him to look up and finally the man was healed and saw clearly.  There is a life lesson here- for complete healing, look up!

Why did He heal the same infirmity in so many differing ways?  Why were some of the healings immediate and some took long and more effort?  Healing is done one by one.  Healing is unique.  Healings come in the Lord’s timing and healings come in the way Christ sees is most beneficial for us.  Christ healed several blind men (and aren’t we all blind at times and in need of healing?) and just as He healed them each differently, we too can be healed and it may take a blessing, medication, counseling, physical therapy, time or the resurrection- just as some of the blind were healed by His words, others by clay, but all by faith.  We each can be healed through Christ’s Atonement, but each healing with be individual and given in the specific way we need it.  Matthew 12:25 tells us the “he healed them all” and He will heal us all through the Atonement, if we let Him.  Sometimes healing is delayed in this life so that we may learn, we may teach others, we may grow, we may come to know the Lords, we may be more blessed by the weakness than we could have been without it, and often, it is for us to become an instrument in God’s hand.  Elder Evan A. Schmutz said of Paul the Apostle, “In an intimate and reflective passage, Paul tells us of an unnamed “thorn” in his flesh, which caused him great pain and brought him three times to his knees, begging the Lord to take it from him. In answer to Paul’s prayers, the Lord did not remove the thorn but did speak peace and give understanding to his heart, saying, “My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness.” With new understanding, Paul was able to accept and be grateful for the thorn he was given. He said, “Most gladly therefore will I … glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” 

We also see with Ammon and his fellow missionaries that not all infirmities and burdens will be removed from us because there is greater purpose in the suffering.  They were cast out, mocked, spit upon, smote, stoned, bound with strong cords, cast into prison and they suffered all manner of afflictions, and all this, that perhaps they could be the means of saving some soul- of being an instrument in God’s hand. “When [they] were depressed and about to turn back, behold the Lord comforted [them] and said, Bear with patience thine afflictions and I will give unto you success.”  In Doctrine and Covenants we read, “For I will go before your face. I will be on your right hand and on your left, and my spirit shall be in your hearts and mine angels round about to bear you up.”

I am grateful for the angels, both earthly and heavenly, that have been there to bear me up when I was too weak to stand on my own.  I am grateful for the partial healings that have come and yet complete healing hasn’t come in this life- and in some ways I am grateful for the continued trial that I face and may face the rest of my earthly life.  For through the trials and challenges and dark days of depression I have gained much- a lot of weight, but more importantly, compassion for those who suffer in silence, a new understanding of the Atonement, an awareness that we all are struggling, understanding that we need to help bear one another’s burdens, learning we do not need to suffer alone, and I have come to know my Savior as my friend, my strength, and my one true source of healing.  Whether I will be fully healed in this life or the next, I know that Christ is by my side to ease the burden and help me to grow and learn through this challenge of mortality and maybe my own suffering will one day help me be an instrument in God’s hand.

One last example from the scriptures that I want to share with you is of Mary and her sister, Martha.  They were good friends with Jesus.  They spend time together and served one another.  One day, Mary and Martha’s brother, Lazarus, died.  They mourned.  Bruce R McConkie indicated that the Savior “tested the faith of Mary and Martha to the utmost when Lazarus died.”  When Christ finally arrived four days after Lazarus’s death, He had compassion on His friends and wept with them.  S. Michael Wilcox said, “He wept for Martha and Mary and for all who suffer or cry out in anguish, ‘Lord if thou hadst been here!’ He wept for all who long for the Lord to heal their sorrows, to wipe away their tears, to reward their faith in Him…He wept for all the innocent, trusting, faithful saints who would always say, no matter what happened, ‘I believe that thou art the Christ, the son of God, which should come into the world.’ The Savior knows that in time He will wipe away all tears from their eyes, but as in the case of Mary and Martha, that time may not come as quickly as desired.” In Revelation we read, “and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain; for the former things are passed away.”

Brother Wilcox walked about his time as a bishop where he saw many tears and could do nothing but listen and hand them a tissue.  They wiped away the tears he could see but often their souls were still weeping.  Though he could not always wipe away the tears there is One who can.  What Jesus did for Mary at the tomb at His resurrection, He will one day do for all.  He is the beginning of Happiness.  There is such sweetness in the words, God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes- God will not just hand us a tissue, but He will wipe away the tears- an act of love and intimacy. “It is a gesture of Love and tenderness, a gesture of the Savior Himself.  There is an end to suffering.  Jesus is that end.  There is a beginning to joy. Christ is that beginning.”

For all who suffer, and that is each one of us here today, there is One who can heal both body and soul.  He is the Master Healer and it is through the Great and Eternal Atonement we can begin to find the healing we each so deeply desire.  I know this to be true. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.